I. Am. Beat.

Yes yes, I know. Welcome to the adult world of working 5 days a week.

But I'm not an adult. Can I please wait another year?

Honestly, SCHOOL was better than this. I'd rather be in school right now than in summer. I know I've said that many times, but it just keeps getting worse. It was getting better there for a little while, and I know it's only been like.. almost a week into summer, but it's been hell.

And yeah, I also know nobody gives a damn. "Oh, you'll be fine!" "It's not that bad!" "Everyone has to work!"

No, I won't be fine when I come home everyday crying and and realizing that while everyone else I know is enjoying a nice relaxing summer, I'm working and sweating my ass off in a stupid fucking peanuts character thing. And yeah, it is bad. ESPECIALLY after something that happened yesterday. I'm not going into that, since it's kinda personal. Yes, everyone has to work, but not teenagers who look forward to summer through their whole year of school.

No, maybe it's not that big of a deal, and I'm sure EVERYONE that even reads this thinks I'm just being stupid.

Well, I'm DONE talking to ANYONE about it anymore. No one cares, and I know that.

The only person I even feel gives a damn about this is my mom. And she's the only one I can face anymore without feeling extremely pissed (aside from my dad. I'm not pissed at him either)

Yes, I'm pissed at the world. I'm pissed at everyone I know besides my mom and dad.

And don't exclude yourself because I don't know you or something. Don't exclude yourself if you think, "Oh, she can't be mad at me! She's never mad at me. I did nothing to her."

No, maybe you didn't do anything. And maybe you did. But either way, I feel like chopping a limb off of everyone.

This job makes me so angry, and I'm tired of it. I don't care about money anymore. I want myself back. As soon as I pay off my Zune, and get a little extra spending money, I'm out. I don't care. Complain and yell at me all you want, but I'm sick of acting this way.