Fuck this, I'm gonna go see a movie Friday by myself and act like an idiot by myself. 8D

I'm in a bit of a snappy mood. Mostly cause I'm upset I'm not going to have Acheivement class anymore. I am going to miss those idiots in there.

So here's my goals for this summer, since everyone's talking about summer right now -

1. Get my boss to switch me to part-time.
God knows I don't want to work 5 days a week. Call me greedy, but come on. I'm still a teen. I deserve more free time in the summer, I think. God also knows that I won't get invited to much this summer. That's just how it's always been. Maybe I smell. idk.

2. Get a professional photoshoot done.
Me and my mom have talked about this, because my sister had this done and the pictures were awesome. I've wanted to do this for a while. A WHILE, I'm telling you. My mom got me to agree that if I did some (in her words) 'natural' photos, she would let me do some other things too. I'm thinking something crazy with that afro I've been talking about. And maybe something with a black wig, since I'm still stuck on a black one. ;D I AM THRILLED FOR THIS. 8DD

3. Clean my room and rearrange it.
I am terribly OCD about switching up my room all the time. Plus, I'm getting a new computer from my dad and that means cleaning, anyway. I'm also getting a daybed this summer, which is awesome. :D

4. New wardrobe.
This summer, I want to be BRIGHT. Not scene kid bright. Katrina BRIGHT. Not as bright as I have been, but 10 times BRIGHTER. I cannot tell you how much I want a purely bright wardobe. And now that Hot Topic and Forever 21 seem to have some bright clothing, I'm excited. Those bright jeans from HT are amazing.

5. Start photography.
I've actually considered this as a career, recently. Adding to my options, which are cosmetologist, fashion designer, and now, photographer. So I want to start early. If I have my way, I'll save up for a NICE camera this summer and seriously get into it. I'm not too great with it right now, but hey, everyone has to start somewhere. :D

6. Find some 'me' time.
I'll be honest, I'm very independent. I like to stay by myself, and I don't like being in huge groups of people, 90% of the time. I want some ME time. If that means going to Starbucks all my myself and just sitting there reading a book, or going shopping all by myself and getting what I want, not basing my buys on other people's opinions, then I'm gonna do it. I feel like I'm at my personal best when I'm alone. I feel at peace. And everyone likes to feel that way.

7. Lose weight, get healthier skin, and overall, be more healthy!
My weight right now is at 120. I have a tummy, and I don't like that. I need to get with the program, and my goal is to lose at least 10 pounds. And keep it off. Also, my skin is extremely oily. I got that from my mom. Just a couple days ago, I got some face wash that's supposed to help oily skin, and it's already helping! But I want my face to be clean and not oily. 8D I also need to eat right. Yes, cheeseburgers are my favorite, and I'm not going to stop eating them, that's for sure! But it's time I started eating healthier things.

8. More family time.
This is a big one. I love my family, and right now they are #1 in my book. I have goals based on each member.
My dad - I just want to keep up my close relationship with him. He's my favorite person in the world, and I don't want him to forget that. ♥
My mom - MORE MOTHER/DAUGHTER TIME. My mom is AMAZING! And now that she graduated and probably has a job (not as a teacher, but a teacher assistant. at least she got one!) I want her to know I'm proud. I promise right now that I will constantly go shopping with her and go get coffee with her. We love to do that stuff together. :D
My brother - be more involved in his activities. He does dance, baseball, and basketball. I usually don't make it to his practices and games, but this summer, I want him to know how much I love him, and I know that shines brightest when I cheer him on at his activties.
My sister - just get closer to her. we have so many differences, and that bugs me.

9. MEET MORE PEOPLE!
Geez, I have maybe four or five good friends. I want more people to hang out with! People to go shopping and act stupid with. I want people that will accept me no matter what that I can just be with this summer. That isn't too much for a teenage girl to ask for, right?

10. Hair.
Yes, my natural hair. My goal is to get it, gradually, to a really light blonde, and to get it cut into a style that I can do things with. Then I wouldn't have to wear wigs. 8D